2009/11/27

Really angry

Hello guys, long time didn't updated my blog already. Everybody is holiday, but me......I mean malaysian's standard 5 children also very pity. Because we still must got extra tuition for two weeks. Of course me too.

But also very happy because also can meets my friends in holiday. Yesterday, Thursday, I change my sit with esther because I want to sit chelsea there but nicholas don't want to change with me. Esther damn good, she change with me. Samantha said that she want to change with Benen but Benen don't want to change with her. So I sit with zu yan and sammie sit near with esther lo.

Then I don't know what happen about sammie and esther again. They quarrel again! I don't know they quarrel for what this time. But esther told me sam call ye qi to scold esther bitch or else but ye qi want to borrow something from esther. Then esther said if he wants to borrow from her then he can't scold her bitch again. Ye qi promised her then sam angry.

I don't know is it true but if it's true, sammie is really too......don't know how to say her. But sam angry til she wants to tell teacher I change the sit with esther!!! What is her doing???!!! She raise her hand but teacher didn't saw it, so she didn't tell, or else I hate her til can't be friend with her already. And she look at me with the fierce eyes!

I know she is angry but is it my false? Is it really my false? When finish lesson, she roar at me and said:" If you change the sit with esther again, I really cannot tahan already ahh!!!" And went home with chiu kheng!

I though she call me to change with her and she want to change with benen at the first? Now she said what? I don't care la, I sure angry her now, I really angry at her!!!

2009/11/18

A school day with 'no' besties

Today went to school very early like normal. Just discovered that my mathematics do wrong and do it again. When the first lesson is started, I really sad. Cause sam, chels and esther also didn't come to school! Luckily zu yan went to school, or else I really would hate him 4ever, cause if he didn't come to school, all my besties was lost.But he is a boy, also cannot 24hours stick with him one mahh, later other people think wrongly again.

I gave the curtain that sammie called me to help her give to teacher. I think teacher though I wash one, cause she said thank you to me when I pass it to her. The first and second lesson is free cause don't know what reason cikgu tor didn't come to our class.

Cause no best friend at all, I went to zu yan there. But the zhang yan is there again, everytime stick with zu yan and snatch zu yan from us one, sometime really hates him. But zu yan treat him better than us, we really jealous.

Went to zu yan there and chat with him, zhang yan and ying xin lo, cause really boring. But I felt some lucky cause esther didn't come to school. Not because why, just because if I go with her too close I scared later chels and sammie don't happy again. But I think esther also not happy cause I everytime go with them lahh. But I really don't know what to do.

Today also not bad la, got many lesson is blank. No teacher come in and I can go to zu yan there. During 'sheng huo ji neng jie', teacher got something to do so she didn't come in to our class again. Then I go to zu yan there lo of course. The boys want to play the game I don't know how to say. It's for seeing who is the stonger one. I play with xin wei the first and the second. Two time I also won xin wei. Then the zu yan say I got 'bao li qing xiang'!!!

I treat him so good then he everytime say I got 'bao li qing xiang' ahh, so bad rite? But if jun hui beat him he also nevermind and laugh happily with him, so...
The third time I play with ying xin, but ying xin really is too strong, so I lose. The forth time I play with zhang yan, we play it with left hand, we played don't know how minutes only zhang yan won it. He say I very strong, but I don't think so. Then benen want to play with me because zhang yan say I very strong. I don't want, but he still want, so I play with him after don't know how minutes lo. I play with him with my right hand this time, he still won, but we also play very long time. Then he say I very strong again, really fake la.

I'm not really trust about it, cause my mum always say my energy is too little. But they said I very strong, so fake rite? I mum know that, she sure laugh til die. So I don't tell her lo. Zu yan also say he want to play with me, but I don't want, because if I lose he sure laugh me one, so I don't want!

He not bad today, because he accompany with me when finish lesson. He help me to take my trophy, books and a plastic bag, so good rite?

Nothing to say, tomorrow we got to change class already, so I must finish my homework now and bye!

2009/11/16

In sammie house~~

Oh my god la, my maid has went back to her country last Friday. And I must help my mum to done the menage! I must wash dishes everyday, throw rubbish everyday and throw the dirty shirt into another tong. It's really bad, I didn't even did any menage before this, cause since I'm 5 years old, every single day my house hundred percent got maid one.

This is the first time my maid balik kampung and come back after two weeks! If I can borrow other people's maid then it would be so damn good but not bad.

I'm in sam house now and no adult here except her maid, her maid is doing her menage but me and sam is playing computer and chatting with ye qi together with our own facebook account. Ye qi's msn has been hacked again, this is the second time I chat with him and his account has been hacked.

I just use sammie's msn and webcam with ye qi. We cheat him that I'm sammie's cousin, but he keep saying that I'm christy. He so accomfortable one ohh!I love sammi3's maid...she so good, cause she cook maggi mee for me and sammie, but it is so damn spicy!!!

I haven't my homework yet but the time is around 5o'clock!!! Later my mum fetch me to hell after I go home ahh!!! But I really love sammy house, it is so 'selesa'.

Don't want to write anymore, this time I really must finish my homework, or else I would like yesterday didn't finish my homework and faster do it at night. Sammie no need to done her homework because her father go to America, so nobody fetch her home. So since tomorrow I can't see my two best friend already!!! except estherr la, sammie please don't angry kay? Cause chelsea is not coming for two days and she won't go to school tomorrow also, cause she got high fever.

Sammie has read esther blog and she felt so damn angry cause esther scold her bitch or assamantha, she really lahh, why keep scolding her in her blog? Donn't know lahh, they always write each other bad things in their blog. I also not allowed to say
them.

Okayy, just bye!

2009/11/12

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

This is beautiful!

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university ..'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' The nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else.' I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom. 'She went on,' My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else .. Always wanting to help others if he could. '

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day .. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know .

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important .. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone .. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

( Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you' re down to nothing, God is up to something. '

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2009/11/08

80 anniversary

Yesterday is the 80 anniversary if school. I reach there at 4 o'clock, when I reached there, there was already many people reached, included sam and chels. There are both in the toilet when I reach. I took the make up pack to the toilet because I knew that they 100% make up in the toilet one. I called phoebe accompany with me because I don't want to go there alone.

Reach the toilet, they really are there. I tickle them immediately, then they scold me crazy! They didn't even happy cause I reach. They just keep chatting at there and leave me alone. Only phoebe talk with me. Sometime I really don't know who are my best friend. After they're finished make up, there leave me alone and went back to the hall. Only phoebe accompany with me again.

Nevermind, after I finish make up, I also went back to the hall with phoebe. I went to the place chels and sam sat. I say they leave me alone and go again, then they said they felt very hot in the toilet. But why sam want to wait for chels just now? If she really felt very hot inside. When sam is finish make up chels haven't finish hers. Then sam go and wait for her but didn't wait for me!

I felt angry but I don't want to quarrel, but I really jealous because they always stick together like super glue. Always leave me alone too. Every time cassie come and talk to me then they would leave me there with cassie and go to another place. When I cast off cassie and found them, I asked them why they leave me again then they would answer me because got cassie accompany with you mahh!!!

Then, we ate our dinner. We share two case of fried rice together. Chels and sam cannot eat prawn so they gave all the prawns to me, so good and happy. After eat, nothing to do, just sit on the floor and look at the sky, so boring. The sun irradiation at me.

Teacher scold us because most of them keeping make up and make up, make up until like shit, I mean some of them. Chels, sam and me called zu yan with my phone and on the speaker, but his sister said that he has went out to play football and he would back at 7 o'clock. So when there's 7 o'clock, we called zu yan. But when zu yan knew that's us, then he keep quiet and didn't even say hi to us, so damn bad.

OMG, we haven't show yet but my mum is already reach! She is too early for coming. So after my show finished, I went home immediately. Chels and sam would back for 11'o clock I think. 6 hours in The Club I just only took 4 pictures, it's so......




2009/11/06

Friendship is broke up again

I'm look so emo now, sam and chels just keep saying that esther is a backstabber, they don't want to friend anymore with her again, and they call me to did that too. But I don't want to break any friendship more, this year is a 'friendship broken year'? Why got so many friendship is broken up between us?

When we're together, we always say that our friendship would be forever, but why every time it also won't happen? Chels and sam call me to leave esther alone when she's talking to me, but I don't dare to do that, I don't want to lost a friendship again! But I think if I talk with esther, chels and sam would break up our friendship. I'm the one who most embarrassed, would them understand? I think they won't, even we're best friend.

What did I need to do now? Esther didn't did anything on me, I can't broke up our friendship immediately to her, it's crazy I think. But I also want to keep my friendship with chels and sam. I'm just gonna crazy, anyone can comment to me and give any suggestion to me? Thanks very much if you did that.

2009/11/04

Rehearsal for a whole morning

Hi guys, this is the second post of me today. Because today I'm lucky and so happy rite? I think so? Because zu yan wait for us when there's finish lesson. Actually is chelsea pulling his bag lahh......But zu yan already didn't wait for us for two weeks already lehh, since children day...... so damn happy you know?! Last time I though zu yan won't wait for us when finish lesson for our whole life already, but now......hehehe......so I'm so lucky today! Chelsea also gave me and sammie a bracelet that got a 'BEST FRIEND' words on it one, esther didn't get it because of some reason. Esther please don't angry after you read this, because it really got reason one, if you want to know you can ask me tomorrow.

Tomorrow our school would got a 80 anniversary rehearsal. The people who got perform on that day one also must go to the club tomorrow. We would pratise for a whole day at the club, yeah!!! Because no lesson at all! We also go there with bus, I love to sit on the bus, it's so comfortable.

I must faster play my SDO already, so BYE!!!

Received letter from my Angel~~

Hello, do you guys know about the game called “天使与主人”? My friend and me also got play the game. The game already start for a week, but I also didn't received any letter from my angel. But today when I open the box who put letter one, I felt so surprised!!! Because my angel wrote a letter for me!!!!!! So happy rite?

I also wrote a letter for my 'master' in the game yesterday. Actually I don't really likes to write letter one, but don't know this time I'm so excited and I also hope I can reply the letter even from my master or angel as fast as I can.

The letter from my angel although not very long, but I also felt very happy because I also wait for her/his letter for a week already. Now I received the letter of course I would be so damn happy.

But I want to write what in the letter that I want to reply? Don't know..... can give some idea? Thanks......

2009/11/02

Dengue fever

Hello, I'm just felt some lonely on morning in this two days. Because Sue En already didn't went to school for two days already. Every time she also went to school very early so I always can chat with her in the morning.

When there was Sunday, Sue En called me and ask me to help her collected her homework on Monday, because she get fever and she must go to hospital and take the blood test, cause her parents worried, I think so? After that day, she didn't even call me at all.

I felt curious then I go to ask her small brother today lo. Because after I collected her homework I also would pass it to her brother. Then her brother said that she disease the dengue fever. OMG!!! She get the dengue fever?! Would she be okay? After I heard that, I felt so sorry to her, no reason, just felt sorry to her.

I hope that she too be okay. Although every time I also quarrel with her, but she also my best friend, of course I would get worried. My mum told me dengue fever is very danger last time, so I really very worried.

So after I came back from school, I called her. She pick up the phone, but her voice like very *not healthy* , my english not so good so I say not healthy, haha, please forgive me.

At last, also hope she can heal la......

2009/10/31

Caryyn's Halloween+Birthday Party

Hey guys, yesterday I went to caryyn's halloween+birthday party. Before that, I went back from temple and my mum is still lying on the bed and she told me that she haven't bought any birthday gift for caryyn yet!!!!!! Omg, she always like this, she really can't be trusted. Every time also promise to help me buy the gift and didn't buy it, at last also must catch up to a shop and simply bu something for the one who birthday. But this time I also cannot scold her or angry at her la, because she woke up very early yesterday and went to hospital to take the blood test already. After took the blood test she already very tired but my dad still cal her to do this do that for him, at last only say no need and call her to go home. My dad really a bit thick rite? But my mum also didn't complain to him, or else my dad 100% want to have quarrel with my mum again.

After that, we go to Centrepoint and bought a piggy bank for Caryyn, it's so cute, if that's not for caryyn, I 100% would give it to zu yan one, because he is a 'pig' and I want to give him a partner, hehe......^-^ After I reach caryyn house, zu yan and John go and wear the scary ghost mask and frighten me o! Actually I don't scared one, but I heard all of them shout so loud, then I also shout with them lo, so they though I really scared, but never mind la, let them be happier.

The party really fun, zu yan's face full of black eye shadow make up, I think they 'help' him make up before I come. We ate nasi lemak not long after I reach, and then we eat BBQ. Actually I only ate BBQ one time before (after 4 years old) , so I don't know how to eat, I directness eat the BBQ chicken with the stick, then shi fui them laugh at me and tell me cannot eat like this one, damn embarrassed.

Then they open the song with mv, when they play the 小酒窝, all my friend call me and zu yan sing together worhh, so abnormal. Of course I won't listen of them, I just sing it my self in a low volume, I think nobody heard it. When we're hearing the song, caryyn's parents call us to stop the song and play games.

First they let us to assort in two groups, actually is esther and samantha same group with zu yan one, but the chelsea suddenly go and change place with esther, then become chelsea and samantha same group with zu yan lo, so bad rite? But after that because my group have not enough people, so zu yan change to my group, haha......

The first game I don't like to play so I hide under the sofa so they can't find me. Then I skip the first game lo, because I don't like to use brain to play game, the first must use brain one. The second game very interesting, caryyn's parents call us sit into a circle and say a word one by one to become a story. But......you know the story become what story?! I think if I titled it, I would call " Christy love Zu Yan" !!!! The eunice la, I say slap and she say christy. After that I don't know who make the story become I love zu yan. But its still fun.

The third game also very interesting, but I don't want to explain about this game. After we play the third game, samantha and chelsea suddenly take a plate with cake and went to zu yan there. ( zu yan sit beside me ) And they want zu yan to eat the cake, zu yan don't want to eat eat at the begin one. Then we still call him to eat, me and samantha feed him. And he ate the whole plate!!! But after zu yan knew the cake just now had eaten by sam and chels, then he gonna vomit I think. Hahaha, so fun!

And, the forth game is begin, the forth game call what name I forget already. The game is like this one: "one people sit on a chair; one people do the instructor; one people must feed the people that sit on the chair, but must tie a fabric on his/her eyes. " The first round is wei shern sit on the chair and sammie feed him. Second round is zu yan sit on the chair and I feed him!!! Chelsea do the instructor, I feed til the cake all over zu yan's face, so damn fun, hehe......Also got one time is chelsea feed me, she feed til my hair also got the cake already leh, so I must wash my hair tomorrow.

After this game, already got many people went home already, chelsea and sammie also included. Still got a last game I also don't want to explain about it. After every one had went home ( except me, esther and two people I don't know ) , caryyn opened the gift, kang thye's gift is a barbie stationery bla bla bla and John gave caryyn a pencil box with all over of love words!!!!! So......

The party is END......

2009/10/30

'They' are in my house

Hi guys,
chelsea, sammie and esther just went back from my house.
Today we're so happy man,
you can go to their blog except sammie one because esther and chelsea had post something on their blog about my house, I think so? Hope I'm rite.
Sammie is so damn angry just now because teacher lim had called sammie's mum and told her mum about her 'bad result' in exam.
Cause she took the last again,
I think she took the last every time since she went to U class.
But why does teacher lim want to call her mum and tell something bad about her?
She can tell her the result on 家长回校日 what,
why must tell her now?
Later if sammie's mum tell her dad then 2morrow I won't meet her in caryyn's party.
It's one in a thousand cause we both four also can go to the party,
our parents didn't even to against about that,
even chelsea's mum!!!
But now why teacher lim should call sammie mum?
But after sammie know that,
she felt so freaky angry, worry and sad,
but esther still taking my sister phone and take photo for herself!!!!
How can she still so happy when her friend is in trouble?
Still taking picture?
Why does she so love to take picture of herself?
But at last,
I hope I can see all my best friend would reach to caryyn party,
that's my wish.
That's nothing left to say,
so just......bye

2009/10/26

friendship-z.y.

hey guys:)
children day had past and now we just resume our ordinary life rite?
it's so boring,
children day is not boring but it's a sad children day.
Cause after children day,
zu yan just like don't want to talk with us (chels,sam,esther and me),
I think he hate us because that day we throw his bottle and bag into the rubbish bin.
But before he also won't angry because of this reason one mah,
but why now he would angry???
We felt so curious......
we try like want to stay him but he just like glare at us and call us to let him go?
When did he became so horror,
if the time can reverse to last year then it would be so good.
Remember last year,
he won't angry or glare at us,
he only would smile or laugh at us.
Just like a 'angel pig',
haha,
just kiddin'
But I really hope the time can reverse,
I think chels them also would think like that,
except esther,
because last year esther also haven't become good friend with us.
So I think he won't think like that,
actually now zu yan also treat her very good lahh......
treat us three bad only mahh......
last time when lesson is finish he also would wait us until we pack finish our bag only that he would go down stair with us one mahh.
But now he didn't even wait us!!!
He just wait his 'boyfriend',
we're so angry because he just like only hear about the the zhang yan,
we treat us bad then zhang yan or jun hui mehh?
Why he want to treat us like this and go to listen about zhang yan them worhh?
But if he want of course we also can't stop that,
but of course we also hope he stop treating us so apathy again.
nothing left to said,
just want to say......
BYE!

2009/10/22

Happy Children Day!

Hey all my little readers,
after two weeks of exam day,
today already is Children Day!!!
Ohh,
I'm so happy now,
I'm so excited and I want to go to school as fast as I can!
Today we would organize a party in school,
this is the first time our teacher let us to organize party leh......
Can you feel how happy am I?
Today we no need to take lesson at all,
isn't it is a happy news?
I also can eat cakes, McDonald, Domino pizza and other foods......
but I think last year's children day is more happy?
Because last year we can bring our handphone to school
but this year our teacher don't let,
so bad rite?
Okay,
I think I would depart to school now,
so Bye

2009/10/21

Fried some eggs for dinner

Haloha everybody,
my mum still haven't back from cameron yet,
I think she would reach home between 1 hour......

Just now,
cause grandmother still haven't back so we fried some eggs
and cook some rice with our maid for the dinner lo......
Actually we want to cook some sauce fried eggs,
my maid say she done it herself,
but my sister is so stubborn,
she don't want to listen to her.
So she help her to pour the white pepper into the egg,
but.....
WHEN SHE POURING THE WHITE PEPPER,
THE COVER OF IT HAD LOOSE AND ALL THE PEPPER HAD POUR INTO THE EGG!!!

OMG!
It's so yucks man,
we can't eat this ugliest and yuckiest egg!
Fine,
luckily there had left four eggs,
so we still got three eggs.
It's enough for us,
because we're three person in total.

Isn't it a funny things?
Me and my sister still got a bad idea,
we call the maid to fries the eggs that all over with white pepper,
we said that we want to try it.
But......
after my maid fried it,
we felt the egg really so yucks,
so we leave it and want to let our mum see that,
she would laugh rite?

Oh,
they're back now!
Yeah,
my mummy bought me two doll,
is it really a doll?
I don't know,
I only know I want to use it as the present of the Children Day!

2009/10/19

Three days without any adult exept maid and aunt

Hey guys,
my mummy, grandmother, grandfather and the twins brother
had went to Cameron Highland since yesterday!
Me and my sister got exam so cannot go,
they left me, my sister and the maid at home only o......
So we're so free!!!
We no need to wake up so early and can come back home late lo......
So free rite?
I think you're be envious of me now,
haha.......
But they only went for three days la,
today is the second day and I think they would come back tomorrow.
Don't know what time they come back leh?
Actually we're so lonely at home,
nobody play with us,
my aunt live with us but everyday she also have to work,
so just only left us at home lo.
But yesterday she didn't went out til at night only she go out,
but we already gone to sleep.
Teacher call me let my parents sign I also cannot,
because my daddy didn't live with us,
he live in his office one,
he also don't let us go to his office......
now mum also went to cameron highland......
Now can you feel how lonely am I now?
Free also not so good.
Okay,
nothing to say already,
BYE

A scary story of Carmen Winstead

Carmen Winstead was a young girl who died when she was pushed down the sewer by five girls she thought were her friends.



Carmen Winstead

Carmen was 17 years old when her parents decided to move to Indiana. Her father had lost his job and the only way he could find new employment was by moving to a new state. The relocation caused a lot of problems for Carmen. She had to leave her friends behind and attend a whole new school in Indiana.

Carmen had a hard time making friends when she changed schools. It was the middle of the school year and most of the students had no interest in befriending the new girl. Initially, she spent many days alone, walking from class to class without speaking to anyone, but she eventually started hanging around with a group of five other girls. Carmen thought these girls were her friends, but it wasn’t long before she discovered that they had been talking about her behind her back and spreading vile rumors.

When she confronted them, the girls turned on her and began bullying her every day, making her life a misery. They started out calling her names, but then the bullying got much worse. One day, she left her school books in the classroom at break time. When she returned, she found someone had taken a sharpie and written dirty words all over her books. Another day, she opened her bag and discovered someone had poured yoghurt all over the insides. Sometimes, she would come to school and find her locker had been vandalized. The final straw came when she put on her coat at recess and found that someone had stuffed dog poop in her pockets.

There and then, Carmen decided that she couldn’t take the bullying any longer. She planned to stay behind, that evening, after school, and tell her teacher what had been happening. Unfortunately, her decision came too late to save her life.

After lunch, her teacher announced that the school was holding a fire drill. When the alarm sounded, Carmen and the other students filed out of the classroom and assembled in the yard outside. As the teachers read out the roll call, the gang of five girls decided that this was a great opportunity to embarrass Carmen in front of the whole school during the fire drill. They moved over to where Carmen was standing, near a sewer drain, and began crowding the poor girl, getting in her face and nudging her towards the open manhole.

They pushed her and she tripped over and fell head-first down the manhole. When they saw her falling, the girls started giggling and when Carmen’s name was called out, they shouted “She’s down in the sewer!”

All of the other students began laughing. But when the teachers looked down the manhole and saw Carmen’s body lying at the bottom in the muck and the poop, the laughter abruptly stopped. Her head was twisted around at an odd angle and her face was covered in blood. Worse still, she wasn’t moving.

There was nothing any of the teachers could do for her. Carmen was dead. When the police arrived and went down into the sewer, they determined that she had broken her neck. Her face had been torn off when she hit the ladder on the way down and her neck snapped when she landed on her head on the concrete at the bottom.

The police hauled Carmen’s body out of the sewer and sent her to the mortuary. Everyone had to stay behind after school while the police questioned all of Carmen’s classmates. The five girls lied to the police, saying they had witnessed Carmen falling down the sewer. The police believed the girls and Carmen Winstead’s death was ruled an accident and the case was closed. Everyone thought that was the last they would hear of Carmen Winstead, but they were wrong.

Months later, Carmen’s classmates began receiving strange e-mails on their MySpaces. The e-mails were titled “They Pushed Her” and claimed that Carmen hadn’t really fallen down the sewer, she had been pushed. The e-mails also warned that the guilty people should own up and take responsibility for their crime. If they didn’t there would be horrible consequences. Most people dismissed the e-mails as a hoax, but others were not so sure.

A few days later, one of the girls who pushed Carmen down the sewer was at home taking a shower, when she heard a strange cackling laugh. It seemed to be coming from the drain. The girl started to freak out and ran out of the bathroom. That night, the girl said goodnight to her mom and went to sleep.

Five hours later, her mom was awoken in the middle of the night, by a loud noise that resounded throughout the house. She ran into her daughter’s room, only to find it empty. There was no trace of the girl. The worried mother called the police and when they arrived, they conducted a search of the area. Eventually, they discovered the girl’s grisly remains.

Her corpse was lying in the sewer, covered in muck and poop. Her neck was broken and her face missing. It had been completely torn off. One by one, all of the girls who pushed Carmen that day were found dead. They had all been killed in exactly the same way and were all found at exactly the same spot. In the sewer at the bottom of the same uncovered manhole where Carmen had met her doom.

But the killing didn’t stop there. More and more of Carmen’s former classmates were found dead. It seemed that anyone who didn’t believe that Carmen had been pushed, was eventually found down in the sewer with their necks broken and their faces torn off.

They say that Carmen’s ghost is still on the rampage, hunting down anyone who doesn’t believe her story. According to the legend, Carmen will get you, whether it’s from a toilet, a shower, a sink or a drain. When you go to sleep, you’ll wake up in the sewer, in complete darkness, paralyzed, unable to move, hearing cackling laughter all around you. Then, as you scream in horror, Carmen will come and tear your face off.

So be careful who you bully, because you just might find yourself on the receiving end of the curse of Carmen Winstead.

It's so scary rite? I felt some scary after I read this story and I received that e-mail!!! I scary I also didn't forward it, because I'm so lazy man!

2009/10/18

Cute dog

Hey' guys,
I'm so happy now because my aunt's friend want to give me and my sister two dogs!
I mummy first time say she let us to buy the dog!
Actually not buy,
is people give.

He/She give us two type of dog,
one is poodle and one is schnauzer!
we search the dog on google net.
I want the poodle dog but my sister want to snatch with me!
She say I take the schnauzer but she take the poodle!
I like the poodle,
I don't want the schnauzer!

Poodle is cute than schnauzer!
so I don't want the schnauzer dog lahh.....
she is so arbitrariness,
every time also want me to allow her desire!!!
What kind of sister she is!
I don't care,
I must snatch the poodle dog with her!
But the dog haven't took to my house.
I think next week would come.

Under is the picture of the too type of the dog.


Kajian Tempatan

Hey' all,
I'm doing revision now,
tomorrow is exam of the Kajian Tempatan.
My friend very ebb in this this subject one.
Last time I got do some revision,
but just only some,
but I got A,
teacher also say I not bad,
and this is the only one subject that I won Zu Yan,
so happy rite?
Many people fail in this subject orhh,
Tong Shen also only get 50+ only ohh......

I get 80+,
but I hope this time I can get 90+,
so must KAPATEI!
Must continue my revision already,
or else my sister would say I play computer again and tell mummy one.
so......BYE!

2009/10/17

Thanks

I viewed my tuition teacher's blog just now,
she just post a new post on her blog,
the title call “闪烁的星星”,
a very long and nice article,
you know the protagonist of the article is who?
BINGO,
it's me and my sister.

I really happy after read the article,
because she say we're her 宝贝,
actually she also ours' 宝贝.
She said we're two little cute star in her life,
so happy,
she also our star.
In our heart,
she pretty than those of the artist, singer or model.
because her heart is pretty.

Actually last time I want go to the tuition of Mrs.Lee with chelsea and esther one,
then I told teacher boon,
I saw she don't have any reaction and she say go la, faster go then I no need to worry.
I know she is very sad,
because she won't talk like this usual,
I already know her for 6 years,
of course I know it.
After that,
at night she sent me a message,
she ask did I really want go to the another tuition?
I also don't know how to answer.
Then I reply her I just try for few months,
if cannot,
I would go back to her tuition.
Then she felt more comfort.
But at last,
I also didn't went to another tuition. (got some reason)

Teacher Boon not just is my teacher,
I felt that she is my best friend too.
My BEST BEST BEST BEST and BEST FRIEND.

Now,
I got something say to you, teacher boon
:" Thank You! Thanks for giving me so more nice memory, we are best friend+best teacher and student FOREVER!"

That's all,
nothing to say......bye

2009/10/14

New hamster

Today mummy bought two hamster back,
it's so cute!
fat fat one,
just like the hamster that ate by the stupid cat before--clown clown.
One day,
when we back to office,
we discover that the stupid cat come to office and push the cage of the hamster
and ate clown clown.
We hate the cat,
why the cat want to eat our hamster?
They should eat mouse,
not hamster!
How stupid the cat is!

My sister really upset after she lost her clown clown,
she cry until can't stop.
Clown clown is my sister's 宝贝,
she really love clown clown very much.....

Since that day,
my sister always call mummy to buy a new hamster for us,
then she won't be too upset.
Now,
mummy really bought two hamster home,
one boy and one gal,
I dunno my brother gave them what name. (mummy buy for my twins brother one)
But they really cute.
Actually I want to take some photo one,
but I lost my USB cable,
so my phone can't connect the computer then I can't upload it lorhh...
So bad rite.

Lastly,
let's welcome the new hamster,
hope they live happily in my house.♥

2009/10/12

So hard

Today is a examination day,
today we took the exam of BM Penulisan and Mathematics.
The Penulisan I simply do because my malay very bad one,
aihh......
Since standard 2,
I just only took one time A in Penulisan.
So sad......

Since last year my Mathematics also become very bad,
also got one time I took 60+ lehh,
so bad.
Actually is because I didn't do revision before exam lahh......
This time the Mathematics very hard,
hard than the malay penulisan,
then I got many question don't know how to answer,
so I simply choose lorhh......
(100% would take very low marks one)

Okay,
I must faster read finish my comics and do revision
(because if I didn't read finish it, my heart can't concentrate one)
Tomorrow is Science and Penulisan in chinese.
KAPATEI!!!

2009/10/08

Unlock my blog

hi everyone:)
I have unlock my blog and now everybody can view my blog,
my new templates cannot leave comment but I also don't want to do a chatbox,
cause lat time I made that,
and someone write something bad in it.
I hope everybody like me but I also know many people don't like me,
my class' boys is the worst one.
Cause I always bully them,
hehe:)
Actually also not bully la,
I just got some force to them but I really treat them as my fren one leh...
If they really want to keep hating me,
I no choice,
or maybe they just also same as me,
but also treat me as a fren?
I don't know,
I think they hate me......
Otherwise,
my tuition teacher had create a blog,
the URL is http://www.enjoysunny.blogspot.com/
she is a optimism teacher,
so I damn likes her.
She treat me as her child,
she really good,
haha:)
Hope you guys can view her blog,
it's a nice blog......

2009/09/06

Geram lah

Hey my besties,
I really geram cause everytime you guys also want to change your blog's URL but dun tell me that,
so everytime I wanna to view your blog I also cant find it.
really geram.
I worried that if I change my blog's URL then you guys cant find my blog,
so I din change it until now,
actually I wanna to change it already one,
cause my blog's url is so......
Okay,
fine.
I just hope that Sam, esther and chelsea please type down your blog's url in the chatbox,
cause I wanna to tag you guys.

It's time to sleep and got a nice dream,
bye......Hi5 Emoticon

2009/09/04

It's bad cause too more friends know my blog

Oh man,
too more friends know my blog now,
so I can't put my private things on to the blog or secret,
cause my class' friends damn ba gua one,
if they know any secret of me?
They 100% would tell everybody,
don't know why they so got problem one lo,
especially is the Sue En and kt a......
Sue En said the most,
but she is a bit thick,
cause she say to other people the things that I didn't even post on my blog!
She say to other people that I write I like Tong Shen and Zu Yan on my blog!
It's a bit thick!
I didn't even admit that I likes Tong Shen or Zu Yan,
but she tell everybody I admit it on my blog,
hate her sometime,
but just sometime,
cause sometime she also ok ok one.
Actually Tong Shen and Zu Yan just only my best friend in boys,
it not means that I likes them.
Got boy's friends cannot one meh?
I didn't even heard it in adult's world,
but in children's world I don't know why cannot,
it just a friend.
Okay anyway,
I think I wanna to change my blog's URL,
but I scared that my followers can't find my new blog,
but I also don't want to let my friends know,
so I can't post my new blog's URL in my blog,
so how?
Don't know how to do......

2009/08/27

BY2 rocks!

Oh guys,
you know BY2??
the famous chinese singer ahh......
Twins one,
they're damn pretty and they know to dance and sing,
their song are so damn nice to hear.

I love them,
really rocks leh,
if one day I can become a singer just like them,
ohhh.......
I would be so damn happy.

Actually I also love Jolin,
but don't know why now I just like not so like her.
my friend-chen zhen,
from a temple,
she damn mad one lo,
she really love Jolin until want to die already leh,
her blog also got Jolin's photo, Jolin's song.

She said that her english very bad,
but I viewed her blog,
all english one,
she want to cheat me orhh.....
I'm not a stupid leh,
her english damn good.

But got some broken english like me,
hehe......
She got some mad one lo because......
She hates her brother,
but her brother likes BY2,
then she hates BY2 worhhh......

You see she really mad ya?
Really mad.......

2009/08/25

Happy or sad?

Haloha, I'm just came back from the Dynabook camp.
Esther, Samantha and Chelsea also got post comment on my last post.
Three besties also post comment on my blog in the same post,
if is before I would be so damn happy,
but now......aihh....

You know the things that I most upset is because I went to the camp,
my besties also didn't even wrote this on their blog,
damn sad la......
They just all write about the quarrel about Chelsea and Esther,
forget that I went to the camp already,
didn't call me also didn't write on their blog.
Sad la~~~~

Don't know their mind got any place to remain for me annot,
aihhh......

SAD SAD SAD@_@

2009/08/21

Esther & Chelsea, please get together again

Esther,
Chelsea,
you both also my best friends
,
I also don't want that you guys get into quarrel,
if got any misapprehend,
please sit together and solve these problems.

You guys quarrel,
Samantha and I also very worry,
we also hope we can friendship forever,
although its difficult.
Every single friends also won't kept their friendship forever with no quarrel.

Esther,
you said that Chelsea say to John bad things about you,
actually she didn't,
she just only discuss homework,
not say bad things about you,
and please don't though she say bad things about you already.
Actually you're the one who say bad things about her,
I can't imagine that you say with the boys you hate her!
It's so incredible!
I really can't accept it,
but its real,
you said this to the boys,
BOYS,
our enemy,
although John and Z.Y. is good boys,
but they also a boy!
If you said this to girls.
Okay,
nevermind,
I won't mind,
but you said this to the boys.
site down and solve these problems,
don't say bad things about the others already.

Chelsea,
you also got wrong,
you also must sit down and solve these problems with Esther.
Not just only Esther,
me and Samantha too.
If you think that Esther sometime got some crazy or what,
sit down and tell her,
I think she would accept your suggestion,
I think she would change herself,
just like Samantha.

Okay whatever,
I just hope that you guys can get back together again. ^-^

2009/08/15

Stress

This Tursday is singing competition,
Samantha unluckily that day her voice had been husky,
bad la her,
she promised me to take part in the competition that day one,
I sure that after she quit the competition,
she went our class and chat with chelsea happily one,
they always like this,
especially samantha,
she always help chelsea,
that day we discuss our group name orhh,
first chelsea say she want to chose "爱情组”,
actually samantha want “美女组” same as me one,
but when she heard that chelsea want to choose “爱情组”,
then she said she want to changed became “爱情组”!
Not just this,
after chelsea changed her idea and she say she want to choose “美女组”,
and then samantha also change “美女组” orhhh!!!!!
Sometime really hate them one lo,
because they always put up with chelsea one lo!
Why leh? I dunno why, I think chelsea got a power to let other people just like to listen her direction.
Okay,
say back the competition,
esther got take part in the competition,
she didn't quit, love her.
Tong Shen and Esther that day also sang very well,
but me......
When I'm singing ,
I dunno why,
I didn't stress,
but.........
dunno why when I'm singing my voice suddenly came into quiver,
I think is because I sang too loud and my voice had not enough,
so like this lo.....
Okay,
that's ok,
didn't take trophy also nevermind,
at least I got join it,
but the 周老师 o,
she can't accept this truth,
she scold me,
she damn angry,
because every time I practice also don't have this problem one,
but now became like this,
aiya.......
She 爱面子 mah,
she compel me to think a reason for her!
My gosh,
lose then lose lo,
won't die one mah,
why she like this lah,
didn't took trophy also nevermind what,
not everybody also got nerve to take part in the competition one leh.....
So she gave me more stress,
now what did I need to do?!

2009/08/08

Melaka Trip, please come faster!!!

Ohhh,
the melaka trip,
2 days 1 night one,
had pospond (I dunno I spell rite annot) to
25th August 2009 and 26th August 2009.
Because last time they say many parents scared got H1N1 in Melaka,
so they cancel lo,
if not we already went they already lo.
Actually I want to say la,
they no brain one meh?
Now the H1N1 more than that time they cancel the trip leh,
now go?
so funny.
No brain one,
but I also want to go,
because can play with my friend at there.
But leh,
the trip only got 2 girls in my class and other all is boys leh,
so damn BAD la!
And the girl is Sue En!!!
The evil witch that like to 唱反調 and beat me!!!
Bad la,
but she also is my best friend la,
okay okay lo.
But if Chelsea, Esther or Samantha can go,
then I would be so damn happy,
happy until die ehh.....
But their parents this cannot that cannot one,
of course also won't let they go to the trip,
they all say got H1N1 so cannot go,
what 'jie kou' is it?!
Aiya,
nevermind la,
because Z.Y. got go,
I can bully him,
so I think the trip won't be so boring...... Hi5 Emoticon
At last, I hope the trip can come faster!!! Hi5 Emoticon

2009/08/07

Scared tomorrow's piano class

Really damn scared tomorrow's piano class leh,
because I break the class for two month
and my teacher call me practice at home.
But,
I didn't practise!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! Hi5 Emoticon

I gonna die,
my teacher 100% would scold until I cry one,
100%.
Really scared her,
she really fierce than 胡老师 one leh,
but she didn't always scold people,
only when I didn't do her homework or didn't practise,
then only she would scold me.

But dunno why,
sometime I really dun want to practice,
I think the reason is because when every time when I'm practice,
my family also say very noise,
especially is my auntie leh,
every time also say very noise,
disturb her. Hi5 Emoticon
If she know our house very noise,
then dun come and live lo,
sometime really hate her Hi5 Emoticon

But sometime she also very good one o,
but just only sometime,
dun write already la,
must prepare something now.
Hi5 Emoticon

2009/08/06

I bought 天使与主人 and 鹅卵石 yesterday

Happy happy happy,
because I bought 《天使与主人》and 《鹅卵石》。
So damn happy!!!!
I went to 1Utama's POPULAR yesterday,
so I can buy lo.
I also bought a word search book,
three exercise books,
an eraser,
a lip bump and
two black skin book,
the black skin books must use silver shining pen to write,
otherwise we can't see the words that we wrote in the book with black colour pen.
I think I bought too more things already,
waste too more money,
haihh......
But I really can't control,
I love to but things,
especially is stationery and books.
So whatever,
I just bought it.
I happy,
but my mum sad,
because I waste all her money,
haha.......
Actually I want to find the Mystery Series that wrote by Enid Blyton one,
but I can't find it in the POPULAR,
bad la.......

2009/08/03

Got some scared exam this time......

Ohh,
this is the 1st time I worried about my exam.
Damn scared I get a bad results la,
really scared this time,
dunno why?
Because I didn't pay attention in class or what?
Anyway,
I must do revision this time,
really.
I scared I get a results that bad than Tong Shen leh,
because I win him every time in exam.
But this time I saw him always do revision when exam time,
so I really damn scared,
I scared Sue En win me too.
If not,
I would be very embarrassed.
Okay watever,
I just finished my revision,
gonna go to sleep,
BYE!

2009/08/01

Hey, I'm back guyz!

Hihi,
damn miss you all,
miss me annot?
I'm so damn sad because I didn't even saw any new comment in my blog when I'm going to the camp for so more days.
I think no one miss me,
except Cassie, Chelsea, Samantha, Esther and Sue En.
Because they got leave some voice mail for me.
tell you guyz,
the camp is so terrible!!!
I must sleep at midnight 12pm and wake up at 5am!!!
How can like this?
We are children but not adult leh,
虐待 us like this.
And the food is so damn bad taste.
Our school got 10 ppl go,
five girls five boys.
All the girls also didn't eat any lunch or dinner that cook by the canteen at there.
We didn't even eat one spoon.
And orhh,
they didn't even respect 华人 one leh,
they didn't respect our custom one lo,
they want everybody must use hand to eat, you know?
It's so yucky ,
I'm damn angry.
ya,
we're malaysian,
but it not means that we must follow the custom about Malayan and Malayan no need to respect our custom one mwh.
Malayan use hand to eat rice,
then they want 华人 also did that leh.
Of course I won't,
so I didn't eat even a spoon of rice that cook by the canteen.
And the water orhh,
so damn DIRTY!!!
Dirty til you can't believe,
cannot drink one leh,
辛好 our SJK(C)Damansara's teacher bought a box box of mineral water for us to drink,
if not I also dun want to drink already orhh.
Many terrible things until I can't use my finger to count out,
so I dun want to write more,
I must finish my homework already,
if not Monday my homework would be more and more.
MISS YOU GUYS LA,
hope Monay can come faster and I would see you guys at school faster.

2009/07/28

Fish

Bye bye to my blog for 4 days 3 nights!

Dearly blog,
I gonna go to a camp since tomorrow,
so I can't write anything in you for 4 days 3 nights.
It's so difficult.
Becoz the camp cannot bring handphone or laptop!!
My life can't without handphone and laptop one leh,
my gosh,
gonna die!
I think the camp would got many mean mosquito is waiting for me,
damn scared,
mosquito really mean one,
mean than Ye Qi.
Scared mosquito very much.
Why this world must got mosquito leh?
A insects that dun have any advantage to human but many harm.
But,
the things I really 舍不得 one is all my dear friends and parents.
Ehh....
tell you guys orhh.....
teacher la.......
I got go to the camp just like did a big wrong thing,
all teacher also say this say that,
just like:
" exam is coming, then you go to camp and play til so happy?!",
" you see other class so alert, didn't go to the camp, then you ? So naughty because go to the camp!",
" Aiyo! whole weeks didn't come to school, the exam if you didn't done it properly then I won't mark it for you!" and " Didn't come to school for so more days? take these homework back to your home and done it for me!!"
You see,
really pity ya?
Actually just only didn't go to school for 2 days only mah,
also not one week,
teacher say until really like one week orhh.....
Really can't tahan la.
Blog is the only one place that I can write down all my feelings and smt smt,
but my friends always go to school and say I wrote what in my blog,
so bad,
I also can't say the one that I dun like's bad things already orhh....
If not,
the 八卦嘴 would say everything that I wrote in my blog to the person that I say him bad things.
Aiya,
gonna to eat my dinner,
bye bye,
MY BLOG!

2009/07/27

Exam come again!

Today is Bm penulisan exam.
Time goes so fast,
so fast already is the 3rd term exam.
Remember last time I said I love exam?
I love now too,
but I think this time my exam cannot past,
especially is BM.
Because I think this term I'm not so pay attention when teacher is teaching.
Because the Ye qi likes to talk to me,
I don't want talk with him one,
but he just like got a magic to let me talk with him.
I hate him,
but don't know why sometime I didn't hate him so more,
I think the reason is because he sometimes good sometimes evil gua......
Really one ehh,
he sometimes treat me very good,
and sometimes treat me badly one orhh......
Don't his brain got some problem ya?
Aihhh......
This Wednesday til Saturday I can't post anything on my blog,
because I go to a camp call 1 Malaysia Camp!!!!!
It's for 4days 3nights.
My class just only got me and the evil Ye Qi got go!!!!!
Why only me and Ye Qi?
One girl one boy,
not suit mah,
why also is me and Ye Qi???
Our class's pupils all also don't want go or parents don't let one,
so bad la,
Esther, Chelsea and Samantha too......
Actually I think Cassie can go one,
Cassie's mother ask her want to go annot,
Cassie didn't gave any reply to her mother,
until she knew I got go,
then she only went to ask her mother,
but its too LATE!!!!!
No place for her to go,
so bad, sad......
Must go with the EVIL Ye Qi,
actually sometime he also not bad la,
because when I told him I would be very lonely in the camp because my friends also didn't go,
then he comfort me don't be lonely,
be happy,
I would know many friends in the camp.
See,
he not bad rite?
But just sometime,
if he can always like this,
I think I won't cuss him again......

2009/07/25

Joey's Party!








Ohhhhhh!!!!!~~~~
Today is soooo damn FUN!!!!!!!!!!
I went to Joey's Party today with Samantha and Chelsea,
but Esther didn't go,
because she choose Sun way Lagoon!!!!!!!
Bad!!!!!
But we also fun,
hehe........

Every uncle auntie also say us very pretty.
And got a 怪叔叔 always want to talk to us,
we say he very 变态!!!!!

But we felt sorry because we wore nicer than Joey and we put up our lip gloss,
we make up also,
but just a little bit la.
We just put up many 首饰.
But Joey just wore a normal shirt and skirt!!!!
So we felt sorry of snatch the .......


2009/07/21

The mean Ye Qi

I HATE YE QI!!!!!
He likes Samantha then say la,
everyday say I sex with Zu Yan,
this a that a!!!!!
He is so mean and got big mental problem!!!!
Everyday I sex with Zu Yan o,
why he just only eleven years old then like to say this kind of things?
I promise that after he become a adult he must be very 变态!
I PROMISE!!!
He is soooo damn fuckin mean!!!!
this is the 1st time I write bad words in my blog.
But I can't bear him anymore already!
He is the first friend that I scold him in bad words.
Because I damn hate him!
He not just only say I and Zu Yan,
he also say I ans Wan Ling!!!
Are him a ............
I dunno I want to say him what already.
I hate him so deeply.
I he can disappeared in this world then I would be so damn HAPPY!


2009/07/20

I'm so damn anrgy

Aihhh!!!!!
Why all my friends also want to say I likes Zu Yan???
Ya,
I like him,
but not love,
okay?
My friends,
all of you also like to say I LOVE Zu Yan,
you though you can read my heart?
You can't!!!!
You're not the god,
please don't though you're the god and say I love Zu Yan!!!
PLEASE!!!
I really damn ANGRY because of you guys just love to say I love Zu Yan!!!!
You all also say:" Aiyo, don't lie la, you love Zu Yan, can say one!" or " You really like Zu Yan mah, why want to lie???!!!".
When I write this post I'm damn angry,
you know???!!!!
My besties- Cassie, Chelsea and Esther also like to say like this!
Cassie not so bad,
but Chelsea like to say I love Zu Yan!!!
Everytime she say this,
I also very angry,
why she is my besties,
she also not enough to understand me?
I really didn't love Zu Yan,
I just only like to bully him and same short with him only mah!
Bully him got fault meh?
Short got fault meh?
Chelsea also like to bully him mah,
why everybody didn't say her lehh?
Because she didn't so short?
It's not a reason!
Love somebody not because of their length,
is because of their heart.
Everyone also got a heart that 独一无二 one,
so you can't know what is others people is thinking,
you also cannot do any hypothesize of other people's mind!
Actually when they say I like Zu Yan or say I lie them I don't love Zu Yan,
I'm not just only angry,
I sad too.
I felt that I'm so lonely,
no people understand me,
no any a single one.
I hope Chelsea, Esther and other friends can saw this post.
Because I hope they can really understand my heart.

2009/07/18

A last give from 'her'.

Today,
I play restaurant city that in facebook.
I saw my mail box had two give in it,
and the sender is 'her'!
I was so surprised !
And then I saw she wrote a small sentences in the give.
It's : Just one last present

After I saw it,
my heart had been touched.
I treat her like this she also want to send a last give to me.
Am I did wrong?
I don't know.
But I just know my heart had been touched.

But that not means I would friend with her once more time.
Because I think we are not suit to be the besties.
But I think we can be NORMAL FRIEND.
Just normal,
not so close then we won't got so more 误会......

Hope my wish can come true ):

Ohhh:)
every time also hearing song with my new software- 千千静听.
every time heard the singer is singing their song,
I'm feeling so admire.
I love to sing,
also wish I could become a chinese singer one day.
My wish is become a chinese singer and cantonese actor.
Those are my big WISHES!

My mind always think that if I can become a singer and sing my own song for others,
that would be so damn HAPPYYY!!!
Really hope one day I can be a real chinese singer + cantonese actor,
just like BY2 and Linda.
I admire them,
also hope I can did a success just like them.

Actually I love my voice,
but I had no nerve to use my own voice to sing a song out to others.
Every time when I need to sing song to others,
I also get lost my nerve and sing it simply without my real lovely voice.
I don't know why.

My wish was same with my besties- Esther.
But my wish and her wish got some different,
it's she want to be a Eng. singer and actor,
by mine is chinese and cantonese!
So we got some different.

I also hope that her wish can come true.
I think many people since small also want to be a singer or actor,
but got how many people can let her or his dream come true?
I wish I'm the one that can let my dream come true.
That's all I want to say,
Bye!


2009/07/17

What did I need to do now?

I went to 'her' blog today.
I saw all her post,
all about our friendship,
I think she really sad because I didn't even talk a single word with her.
Would I be regret again?

Every time when I being face to this kind of thing,
I also don't know what to do.
I would sometime hate her sometime think she would be sad if I 绝交 with her.
I don't know what could I do now.

I think:
If she really regret,would I forgive her?
Or she really didn't even said my bad things behind me?
Would her be very lonely now because her besties-me and chelsea also didn't friend with her now?
Would she be sad until no heart to study?

It's too more things I think,
I really don't know what to do now?
Would I be regret?
Somebody tell me its true,
somebody tell me its fake,
I really don't know I want to trust which one?

Since now,
I also didn't delete her from my MSN and facebook's friend list.
Because what??
I don't know.
I just know when the second that I'm clicking the delete button,
my heart would call her don't do that!

Actually she just only a friend that not too long for me,
but why I can't do it?
I really don't know.
Who can tell me?

Chelsea and Esther also in their heart deep hate her now,
so if I want to friend with her again would them don't want to friend with me?
(I think they won't, because they always respect my choose)
Just like this time I want to 绝交 with 'her'.
Chelsea also don't know one,
afterward she discover I didn't mind what samantha said to me,
then she ask me.
I just say I don't want to friend with her already.
Then she respect my choose,
she accompany and didn't friends with her.

I think actually Chelsea doesn't hate Samantha one,
but since she didn't say something to samantha,
samantha always stare at her,
and now Chelsea hate her.
Because samantha say Chelsea destroy her friendship!

I really don't know what to do now,
actually Esther also got a bit thick,
because she everytime saw samantha and then she would say
Samantha is a looser sucker and stuff.

Nothing to write now,
need to calmness now.






2009/07/15

I can't believe it!

















I really can't believe it!!!
She really is Cassie???!!!!
This is her standard 1 or standard 2 photo.
But the people in this photo is such strange!!!
I can believe she is CASSIE!!!!

It's too more things to do!

Today 周老师 gave me and Tong Shen the CD of the singing competition's song.
She want us practice ourselves in our home.
So she burn two CD for us.

But ,
she call me to write the lyrics myself!!!
Because my song's lyrics got some Japanese lyrics in it.
But we also dunno what word is that.
So I need to write the lyrics myself!!!
Since now I also haven't got any idea yet leh!
Teacher want to listen tomorrow already!

But just I need to write lyrics!
The Tong Shen what also no need to do,
just open the CD then listen and memorize the lyrics then OK already!!!

Not just this,
I also need to read my 默写!
I haven't read yet!!!

And I also need to read my <> until pg122,
because I want to borrow two books this week.
But I think now is too late,
because I just read until chapter 5!!!!

TODAY IS DAMN BUSY!!!!!!

2009/07/13

Went to Janda Baik


Hey, you know Satuday I went to Janda Baik?
A organic farm.
It's so damn fun!!!
It also got a big river, I swimming inside
it.
It's so COOL.
Really cool, not kidding.



You see, It's just like lavender!!!!
When I saw it, I just though it really is lavender.
But after back I went to somebody's blog

and he said it's not lavender,
they call it lavender's sister.

So sad~~~






I and my sister one by one took photo

in t
he middle of the "lavender's sister."







See, this plant 24 hours also give out oxygen one o.
So we must more smell it.
Dunno call what name.







You know what is this? It is a toilet!
You can't imagine, ya? It is so SPECIAL.
It is the first time I went to a toilet like this!









I found it beside the river.
I think it is a bottle that used by antiquity character.
Because everytime I watch TV I also saw
them use this to put water inside one.





I dunno how took this photo.
But I love this photo.
Because the thing in this photo just like banana but it's in chocolate colour.
So I dunno ac
tually it is a banana or wood.








Haha, this is a house that hidden in a 堆 grass.








When I stood on it,
I'm so scared I would fall into it.
But I also
call my sister took this photo.
Because I want to see how brave is me.







A big long bamboo is on my hand!
It's so heavy!
差一点 then I would fall down because of the mass of the bamboo!








See, this two kids that sit on the big leaf is my twins brother.
They sit on the leaf that we call it boat .
A uncle was pulling the leaf and it would be such fun!






Okay,
there's left more to write,
but I was so lazy for writing all the words until my head pening kepala.
So,
I just write to here.






2009/07/09

SO NICE TO READ


Yesterday I read a book,
call <ENCYCLOPEDIA OF MYSTERY WORLD>.
Very interesting o.
Every time,
when I saw the book like this,
I 100% won't read it.
But since yesterday,
I fall my heart into it,
Means love it.
Really very interesting o.
Inside have many information that I can't learn from school.
You see,
it's the book.



This is inside of the book.
It write about the plant, animals and some of the mystery.
Do you have this book?
If you have it,
read more.
Because it got many profit.

2009/07/02

I just won't mind what are you said

Samantha,
you know you is a big stupid?
A biggest stupid in this world!
Since that day I want to finish our friendship with you,
you see who then said my bad things with who.

Actually it's not my "bad things",
because I didn't did that.
you just love to make tales.
said all the things that not real to others.
I won't mind it,
because I didn't did that.
But I just want to end our friendship,
I think we are not suppose to be a good friend.
My mum-- Tarot Teacher also said that.

Until now,
I already know the things that you said to others people is---
1)my temper very bad and said chelsea and esther very proud ( actually the one who got bad temper and proud attitude is her what, so we didn't mind it, because we didn't)
2) me and chelsea got mental problem one, just nothing happen then want to 绝交 with you.
3) said with ye qi :"call christy go die la!" in msn.
4) call Benen to let me fall down
5) when I said something to you, I 加盐加醋。( actually I though she lost her memorise, because since monday, that day who I 绝交 with her, I didn't even said a word to her, how can I 加盐加醋??? Is she mad?)

you know why I said Samantha is a mad just now?
because she just let herself being more angry and more bad temper,
like this just can give others dislike her,
but not pity her!

Okay Samantha,
if you want to said more bad things to me again?
you just go and say,
I won't lost anything one.


2009/06/26

My heart get hurt

Samantha,
actually I though you is a good friend.
but why you want to says my bad things at back of me?
I get hurt you know?
I just didn't went to school for two days.
then you go to said with chelsea and esther I am a people that have two faces.

you said with them I very good in school,
but I very bad in my house.
you said I scold my brother until cry and then lock himself in the room and no nerve to see me.
I got meh?
I didn't!!!
I mean never!!!!
I think last time I 绝交 with you is a very correct things that in my life now!
Actually I though I last time 绝交 with you so I'm a bad girl.
I scared you would get hurt.
So I just 绝交 with you one day then I get good back with you.

But now,
why you treat me like this?
I really get hurt this time you know?
Everytime I know a good friend,
I also pay out all my heart.
I would trust him/her everytime.
I would forgive him/her everytime.
I would help her/him everytime.
I would console her/him evertime when him/his is sad.
why?
why you want to treat me like this?

i think this time I really want to 绝交 with you ady.
I dun wan to help you collect your homework,
but I think I can did the last thing for you,
so i collected.

SAMANTHA,
I HATE YOU!

I always frogive you,
but what that you respond to me?
what?
what?
what?



2009/06/25

Change Plan

okay,
remember yesterday I wrote the Yan Sheng's farewell party?
Actually last time they said it's plan is go to 1 utama one.
but today they change their idea,
they said they want to go to Yan Sheng's house.
Actually it's Yan Sheng's idea,
I think so.

So we all change the plan lo.
we go to Yan Sheng's house.
then the silly boys say girls cannot go!
head la,
Yan Sheng said girls can go,
but they say cannot go.
this is their party meh?
The harold go to tell Yan Sheng dun let girls go o!

Then I went to said we want to go lo.
harold then said only me can go,
other girls cannot go.
of course I would demurral lo.
if all girls only I can go,
then who accompany me?
all boys leh.
at the last,
they can't contest with me,
so they let chelsea them go lo.
hurray!
but samantha can;t go......

O ya,
remember yesterday I said they want us to pay money one?
now no need lo.
because it's me mah.
I'm a selfish girl,
only can let money in to my pocket but can't let them out from my pocket.
haha.
I'm so famous in selfish.
I said to samantha one lo,
I said no need to give money one la,
dun be so fool.
but she also want to pay.
you see,
now they dun take money also can one leh.
it means selfish also good one.

Ah,
Che;sea can go to the party!
so happy.
because every time her parent also dun let this dun let that one,
now they let Chelsea go o,
you know how happy I am?
But Esther said her parents haven't decided want to give her go annot.
AIYA.......



Tortoise mummy and the son

yesterday somebody gave me a little tortoise (but it's toys) .
IT'S SO CUTE!!!
very cute.
and small.
because I think it's a boy,
so I said it's my tortoise's son.





Is it cute??? it's my new tortoise. it is in his car. my friends like it very muck too. boys too.^-^











And it's is his mother and him.I love her mother too.....she v ery expensive you know? I bought one for
Cassie too.







oh, it's mother is too big. she stuck in it's little cute car!










you see, it's their room. is it nice? the pillow, blanket and the 抱枕 is donate by chelsea one. she made it by herself. and the whole room is donate by Samantha. She is so kind. My tortoise would like them very much. The burger also donate by Chelsea. then I just bought the cup and a lunch
box.






eww.... they are eating their lunch together happily.so cute~~~













they are eating the burger!!!! I want to eat!











After eat something, they must drink. you see, the small tortoise walk slow as a snail.






That's all. I must go to sleep now. if not, later my mum come and kill me!