2009/11/27

Really angry

Hello guys, long time didn't updated my blog already. Everybody is holiday, but me......I mean malaysian's standard 5 children also very pity. Because we still must got extra tuition for two weeks. Of course me too.

But also very happy because also can meets my friends in holiday. Yesterday, Thursday, I change my sit with esther because I want to sit chelsea there but nicholas don't want to change with me. Esther damn good, she change with me. Samantha said that she want to change with Benen but Benen don't want to change with her. So I sit with zu yan and sammie sit near with esther lo.

Then I don't know what happen about sammie and esther again. They quarrel again! I don't know they quarrel for what this time. But esther told me sam call ye qi to scold esther bitch or else but ye qi want to borrow something from esther. Then esther said if he wants to borrow from her then he can't scold her bitch again. Ye qi promised her then sam angry.

I don't know is it true but if it's true, sammie is really too......don't know how to say her. But sam angry til she wants to tell teacher I change the sit with esther!!! What is her doing???!!! She raise her hand but teacher didn't saw it, so she didn't tell, or else I hate her til can't be friend with her already. And she look at me with the fierce eyes!

I know she is angry but is it my false? Is it really my false? When finish lesson, she roar at me and said:" If you change the sit with esther again, I really cannot tahan already ahh!!!" And went home with chiu kheng!

I though she call me to change with her and she want to change with benen at the first? Now she said what? I don't care la, I sure angry her now, I really angry at her!!!

2009/11/18

A school day with 'no' besties

Today went to school very early like normal. Just discovered that my mathematics do wrong and do it again. When the first lesson is started, I really sad. Cause sam, chels and esther also didn't come to school! Luckily zu yan went to school, or else I really would hate him 4ever, cause if he didn't come to school, all my besties was lost.But he is a boy, also cannot 24hours stick with him one mahh, later other people think wrongly again.

I gave the curtain that sammie called me to help her give to teacher. I think teacher though I wash one, cause she said thank you to me when I pass it to her. The first and second lesson is free cause don't know what reason cikgu tor didn't come to our class.

Cause no best friend at all, I went to zu yan there. But the zhang yan is there again, everytime stick with zu yan and snatch zu yan from us one, sometime really hates him. But zu yan treat him better than us, we really jealous.

Went to zu yan there and chat with him, zhang yan and ying xin lo, cause really boring. But I felt some lucky cause esther didn't come to school. Not because why, just because if I go with her too close I scared later chels and sammie don't happy again. But I think esther also not happy cause I everytime go with them lahh. But I really don't know what to do.

Today also not bad la, got many lesson is blank. No teacher come in and I can go to zu yan there. During 'sheng huo ji neng jie', teacher got something to do so she didn't come in to our class again. Then I go to zu yan there lo of course. The boys want to play the game I don't know how to say. It's for seeing who is the stonger one. I play with xin wei the first and the second. Two time I also won xin wei. Then the zu yan say I got 'bao li qing xiang'!!!

I treat him so good then he everytime say I got 'bao li qing xiang' ahh, so bad rite? But if jun hui beat him he also nevermind and laugh happily with him, so...
The third time I play with ying xin, but ying xin really is too strong, so I lose. The forth time I play with zhang yan, we play it with left hand, we played don't know how minutes only zhang yan won it. He say I very strong, but I don't think so. Then benen want to play with me because zhang yan say I very strong. I don't want, but he still want, so I play with him after don't know how minutes lo. I play with him with my right hand this time, he still won, but we also play very long time. Then he say I very strong again, really fake la.

I'm not really trust about it, cause my mum always say my energy is too little. But they said I very strong, so fake rite? I mum know that, she sure laugh til die. So I don't tell her lo. Zu yan also say he want to play with me, but I don't want, because if I lose he sure laugh me one, so I don't want!

He not bad today, because he accompany with me when finish lesson. He help me to take my trophy, books and a plastic bag, so good rite?

Nothing to say, tomorrow we got to change class already, so I must finish my homework now and bye!

2009/11/16

In sammie house~~

Oh my god la, my maid has went back to her country last Friday. And I must help my mum to done the menage! I must wash dishes everyday, throw rubbish everyday and throw the dirty shirt into another tong. It's really bad, I didn't even did any menage before this, cause since I'm 5 years old, every single day my house hundred percent got maid one.

This is the first time my maid balik kampung and come back after two weeks! If I can borrow other people's maid then it would be so damn good but not bad.

I'm in sam house now and no adult here except her maid, her maid is doing her menage but me and sam is playing computer and chatting with ye qi together with our own facebook account. Ye qi's msn has been hacked again, this is the second time I chat with him and his account has been hacked.

I just use sammie's msn and webcam with ye qi. We cheat him that I'm sammie's cousin, but he keep saying that I'm christy. He so accomfortable one ohh!I love sammi3's maid...she so good, cause she cook maggi mee for me and sammie, but it is so damn spicy!!!

I haven't my homework yet but the time is around 5o'clock!!! Later my mum fetch me to hell after I go home ahh!!! But I really love sammy house, it is so 'selesa'.

Don't want to write anymore, this time I really must finish my homework, or else I would like yesterday didn't finish my homework and faster do it at night. Sammie no need to done her homework because her father go to America, so nobody fetch her home. So since tomorrow I can't see my two best friend already!!! except estherr la, sammie please don't angry kay? Cause chelsea is not coming for two days and she won't go to school tomorrow also, cause she got high fever.

Sammie has read esther blog and she felt so damn angry cause esther scold her bitch or assamantha, she really lahh, why keep scolding her in her blog? Donn't know lahh, they always write each other bad things in their blog. I also not allowed to say
them.

Okayy, just bye!

2009/11/12

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

This is beautiful!

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university ..'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' The nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else.' I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom. 'She went on,' My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else .. Always wanting to help others if he could. '

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day .. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know .

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important .. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone .. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

( Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you' re down to nothing, God is up to something. '

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2009/11/08

80 anniversary

Yesterday is the 80 anniversary if school. I reach there at 4 o'clock, when I reached there, there was already many people reached, included sam and chels. There are both in the toilet when I reach. I took the make up pack to the toilet because I knew that they 100% make up in the toilet one. I called phoebe accompany with me because I don't want to go there alone.

Reach the toilet, they really are there. I tickle them immediately, then they scold me crazy! They didn't even happy cause I reach. They just keep chatting at there and leave me alone. Only phoebe talk with me. Sometime I really don't know who are my best friend. After they're finished make up, there leave me alone and went back to the hall. Only phoebe accompany with me again.

Nevermind, after I finish make up, I also went back to the hall with phoebe. I went to the place chels and sam sat. I say they leave me alone and go again, then they said they felt very hot in the toilet. But why sam want to wait for chels just now? If she really felt very hot inside. When sam is finish make up chels haven't finish hers. Then sam go and wait for her but didn't wait for me!

I felt angry but I don't want to quarrel, but I really jealous because they always stick together like super glue. Always leave me alone too. Every time cassie come and talk to me then they would leave me there with cassie and go to another place. When I cast off cassie and found them, I asked them why they leave me again then they would answer me because got cassie accompany with you mahh!!!

Then, we ate our dinner. We share two case of fried rice together. Chels and sam cannot eat prawn so they gave all the prawns to me, so good and happy. After eat, nothing to do, just sit on the floor and look at the sky, so boring. The sun irradiation at me.

Teacher scold us because most of them keeping make up and make up, make up until like shit, I mean some of them. Chels, sam and me called zu yan with my phone and on the speaker, but his sister said that he has went out to play football and he would back at 7 o'clock. So when there's 7 o'clock, we called zu yan. But when zu yan knew that's us, then he keep quiet and didn't even say hi to us, so damn bad.

OMG, we haven't show yet but my mum is already reach! She is too early for coming. So after my show finished, I went home immediately. Chels and sam would back for 11'o clock I think. 6 hours in The Club I just only took 4 pictures, it's so......




2009/11/06

Friendship is broke up again

I'm look so emo now, sam and chels just keep saying that esther is a backstabber, they don't want to friend anymore with her again, and they call me to did that too. But I don't want to break any friendship more, this year is a 'friendship broken year'? Why got so many friendship is broken up between us?

When we're together, we always say that our friendship would be forever, but why every time it also won't happen? Chels and sam call me to leave esther alone when she's talking to me, but I don't dare to do that, I don't want to lost a friendship again! But I think if I talk with esther, chels and sam would break up our friendship. I'm the one who most embarrassed, would them understand? I think they won't, even we're best friend.

What did I need to do now? Esther didn't did anything on me, I can't broke up our friendship immediately to her, it's crazy I think. But I also want to keep my friendship with chels and sam. I'm just gonna crazy, anyone can comment to me and give any suggestion to me? Thanks very much if you did that.

2009/11/04

Rehearsal for a whole morning

Hi guys, this is the second post of me today. Because today I'm lucky and so happy rite? I think so? Because zu yan wait for us when there's finish lesson. Actually is chelsea pulling his bag lahh......But zu yan already didn't wait for us for two weeks already lehh, since children day...... so damn happy you know?! Last time I though zu yan won't wait for us when finish lesson for our whole life already, but now......hehehe......so I'm so lucky today! Chelsea also gave me and sammie a bracelet that got a 'BEST FRIEND' words on it one, esther didn't get it because of some reason. Esther please don't angry after you read this, because it really got reason one, if you want to know you can ask me tomorrow.

Tomorrow our school would got a 80 anniversary rehearsal. The people who got perform on that day one also must go to the club tomorrow. We would pratise for a whole day at the club, yeah!!! Because no lesson at all! We also go there with bus, I love to sit on the bus, it's so comfortable.

I must faster play my SDO already, so BYE!!!

Received letter from my Angel~~

Hello, do you guys know about the game called “天使与主人”? My friend and me also got play the game. The game already start for a week, but I also didn't received any letter from my angel. But today when I open the box who put letter one, I felt so surprised!!! Because my angel wrote a letter for me!!!!!! So happy rite?

I also wrote a letter for my 'master' in the game yesterday. Actually I don't really likes to write letter one, but don't know this time I'm so excited and I also hope I can reply the letter even from my master or angel as fast as I can.

The letter from my angel although not very long, but I also felt very happy because I also wait for her/his letter for a week already. Now I received the letter of course I would be so damn happy.

But I want to write what in the letter that I want to reply? Don't know..... can give some idea? Thanks......

2009/11/02

Dengue fever

Hello, I'm just felt some lonely on morning in this two days. Because Sue En already didn't went to school for two days already. Every time she also went to school very early so I always can chat with her in the morning.

When there was Sunday, Sue En called me and ask me to help her collected her homework on Monday, because she get fever and she must go to hospital and take the blood test, cause her parents worried, I think so? After that day, she didn't even call me at all.

I felt curious then I go to ask her small brother today lo. Because after I collected her homework I also would pass it to her brother. Then her brother said that she disease the dengue fever. OMG!!! She get the dengue fever?! Would she be okay? After I heard that, I felt so sorry to her, no reason, just felt sorry to her.

I hope that she too be okay. Although every time I also quarrel with her, but she also my best friend, of course I would get worried. My mum told me dengue fever is very danger last time, so I really very worried.

So after I came back from school, I called her. She pick up the phone, but her voice like very *not healthy* , my english not so good so I say not healthy, haha, please forgive me.

At last, also hope she can heal la......