假期里，每晚睡觉都会做梦，但是只有一个梦能让我至今还记得很清楚，那是一个噩梦，一个让我感到比死还害怕的噩梦。。。。。。在梦里，就仿佛以为那是真的，不知道自己是在做梦，太恐怖了。我的噩梦是这样的：
有一天，爸爸妈妈不懂什么缘故，忽然告诉我我并不是他们的亲生女儿。他们告诉我了这真相后，就变得不像以前那么和蔼可亲，那么疼惜我了，反而看见我就用眼尾来扫我，我的心在梦里是如此的痛，那是一个非常具真实感的梦，我不只是心痛，眼泪也从眼里不停地流了出来。从此以后，我的生活不再像以前那么多姿多彩，那么开心了。就在梦里痛苦着的时候，忽然。。。。。
我被叫醒了，那以后我还有一点害怕假如那梦是真的会怎么办，我很害怕，不想那变成事实。那时候，全家人都已经起身了，除了我，我在假期里总是和哥哥比最后一个起床。洗完脸刷完牙并换上便服后，我走出房门就瞧见妹妹在一旁的沙发上玩电脑，然后我就把我的噩梦告诉他，他虽然有回答我说：“哦”，但我还是觉得他没听我在说话，因为从头到尾他的眼睛都没有望过我一眼，而是专注地望着他那电脑的荧幕。
走下楼后爸爸妈妈已经出去帮别人看风水了，我就打电话给妈妈，他叫我看好弟弟妹妹，说我是最大的，我就问他哥哥才是最大的不是吗？他就又像往常这样回答我说哥哥就像个废人一样，自己都管不了了，如何帮忙管兄弟姐妹。真是的，那我就不能像普通小孩那样过吗？总是要我学会照顾弟弟妹妹，但是他们不管如何都不听我说的，教我怎样管。
当妈妈要收线时，我终于把心里从头到尾都想问的话告诉了妈妈，我告诉他我昨晚所发的梦。他就立刻笑了起来，他说我很傻，我哪里可能不是他的亲生女儿，我那么像爸爸，叫我不要乱想了。听了妈妈的这句话，我终于安心了，以后再也不会胡思乱想了，怎么可以把梦境当成事实呢？太可笑了，哈哈。。。
2010/01/09
开学的第一个星期
2010年开始了，我们也得重新担起学习的态度，继续努力的求学，考取更好的成绩。虽然我不算很勤劳，但至少我有专心听课，至少我有做完老师所交代的功课，这样就算我们没有温习考试也不会差到哪里去。
2010年是一个全新的年，我和 Samantha 也已经从好朋友降级到普通朋友了，因为我发觉只要我多一天和他做好朋友，我们就会多一次吵架，不如做普通朋友算了。但和 Chelsea 也从好朋友升级到超好朋友，我已经很久没有属于自己的一位好朋友了，因为这两年我们总的来说是三位在一起，我总会觉得我没有一位真正的好朋友。但 Chelsea 告诉我她也是和 Samantha 做回普通朋友，而 Samantha 却告诉我 Chelsea 还是仍然和他做好朋友，并没有要和他做普通朋友的意思，所以现在连我自己都搞不清楚他们啦。
第一个星期是整年里最好的一个星期了，因为：少功课，没有进修班有没有课外活动。就好象回到了一年级那无忧无虑的时期，超怀念的。转眼间我已经是六年级了，我和 Cassie 的友情也逐渐淡化了，以前我们是那么的要好，可是现在分班了果然不同。。。。。。但是他仍然是我的好朋友，一位老好朋友吧？
这个星期里老师安排了新的班长，新的座位。正班长是 Wei Shern 而副班长则是育安和新同学 Brandon。我的新邻居则是-黄康泰，真希望是 Ing Shen, 东升或祖延啊。不过康泰也蛮好的，至少好过那个业棋，他至少会让我，那业棋总是要我让他，但让了他就会说我欺负他的，和他着真的会有很多怨言啊。他总是把我当仇人看待，就算有时我真的是想把它当朋友看待，但他还是会以差到不行的态度对我让我不能好好原谅他的那些恶行。他甚至讨厌我到上楼梯时要推我和 Chelsea 一把。他真的如此讨厌我吗？本来是想告诉老师的，但是最后还是因为心软而没告诉老师。
这整个星期我觉得最好的是 Chelsea 整个星期都陪我下课，很久没有这样了。真的很开心。但是 Samantha 有一天却走去问 Chelsea 为什么最近我和 Chelsea 没有理他！我们不是明明对他说了做普通朋友吗？而 Chelsea 就告诉他他都没有事情要告诉他，为什么他要和他讲话。然后 Samantha 就回答说他有和 Chelsea 讲话，他和 Chelsea 说了一声：“ Hey! ”Chelsea 就告诉我说 Samantha 真的把她当作以前是好朋友那样对待，他没有事情也会忽然叫他Hey一声，我说 Samantha 真的不明白现在是我和 Chelsea 都要和他做普通朋友啊！我看星期一我得叫 Chelsea 和他说清楚了。。。。。。
开学第一个星期也不赖，因为我的新座位是在 Chelsea 的隔壁再隔壁，而 Samantha 却特地选了一个离 Chelsea 的座位比较近的位子，让我们有些尴尬。终止，这个说匆忙又不匆忙，说迟缓又不迟缓的星期就这样过完了，下个星期又是一个匆匆忙忙的星期了。。。。。。
2010年是一个全新的年，我和 Samantha 也已经从好朋友降级到普通朋友了，因为我发觉只要我多一天和他做好朋友，我们就会多一次吵架，不如做普通朋友算了。但和 Chelsea 也从好朋友升级到超好朋友，我已经很久没有属于自己的一位好朋友了，因为这两年我们总的来说是三位在一起，我总会觉得我没有一位真正的好朋友。但 Chelsea 告诉我她也是和 Samantha 做回普通朋友，而 Samantha 却告诉我 Chelsea 还是仍然和他做好朋友，并没有要和他做普通朋友的意思，所以现在连我自己都搞不清楚他们啦。
第一个星期是整年里最好的一个星期了，因为：少功课，没有进修班有没有课外活动。就好象回到了一年级那无忧无虑的时期，超怀念的。转眼间我已经是六年级了，我和 Cassie 的友情也逐渐淡化了，以前我们是那么的要好，可是现在分班了果然不同。。。。。。但是他仍然是我的好朋友，一位老好朋友吧？
这个星期里老师安排了新的班长，新的座位。正班长是 Wei Shern 而副班长则是育安和新同学 Brandon。我的新邻居则是-黄康泰，真希望是 Ing Shen, 东升或祖延啊。不过康泰也蛮好的，至少好过那个业棋，他至少会让我，那业棋总是要我让他，但让了他就会说我欺负他的，和他着真的会有很多怨言啊。他总是把我当仇人看待，就算有时我真的是想把它当朋友看待，但他还是会以差到不行的态度对我让我不能好好原谅他的那些恶行。他甚至讨厌我到上楼梯时要推我和 Chelsea 一把。他真的如此讨厌我吗？本来是想告诉老师的，但是最后还是因为心软而没告诉老师。
这整个星期我觉得最好的是 Chelsea 整个星期都陪我下课，很久没有这样了。真的很开心。但是 Samantha 有一天却走去问 Chelsea 为什么最近我和 Chelsea 没有理他！我们不是明明对他说了做普通朋友吗？而 Chelsea 就告诉他他都没有事情要告诉他，为什么他要和他讲话。然后 Samantha 就回答说他有和 Chelsea 讲话，他和 Chelsea 说了一声：“ Hey! ”Chelsea 就告诉我说 Samantha 真的把她当作以前是好朋友那样对待，他没有事情也会忽然叫他Hey一声，我说 Samantha 真的不明白现在是我和 Chelsea 都要和他做普通朋友啊！我看星期一我得叫 Chelsea 和他说清楚了。。。。。。
开学第一个星期也不赖，因为我的新座位是在 Chelsea 的隔壁再隔壁，而 Samantha 却特地选了一个离 Chelsea 的座位比较近的位子，让我们有些尴尬。终止，这个说匆忙又不匆忙，说迟缓又不迟缓的星期就这样过完了，下个星期又是一个匆匆忙忙的星期了。。。。。。
2009/11/27
Really angry
Hello guys, long time didn't updated my blog already. Everybody is holiday, but me......I mean malaysian's standard 5 children also very pity. Because we still must got extra tuition for two weeks. Of course me too.
But also very happy because also can meets my friends in holiday. Yesterday, Thursday, I change my sit with esther because I want to sit chelsea there but nicholas don't want to change with me. Esther damn good, she change with me. Samantha said that she want to change with Benen but Benen don't want to change with her. So I sit with zu yan and sammie sit near with esther lo.
Then I don't know what happen about sammie and esther again. They quarrel again! I don't know they quarrel for what this time. But esther told me sam call ye qi to scold esther bitch or else but ye qi want to borrow something from esther. Then esther said if he wants to borrow from her then he can't scold her bitch again. Ye qi promised her then sam angry.
I don't know is it true but if it's true, sammie is really too......don't know how to say her. But sam angry til she wants to tell teacher I change the sit with esther!!! What is her doing???!!! She raise her hand but teacher didn't saw it, so she didn't tell, or else I hate her til can't be friend with her already. And she look at me with the fierce eyes!
I know she is angry but is it my false? Is it really my false? When finish lesson, she roar at me and said:" If you change the sit with esther again, I really cannot tahan already ahh!!!" And went home with chiu kheng!
I though she call me to change with her and she want to change with benen at the first? Now she said what? I don't care la, I sure angry her now, I really angry at her!!!
But also very happy because also can meets my friends in holiday. Yesterday, Thursday, I change my sit with esther because I want to sit chelsea there but nicholas don't want to change with me. Esther damn good, she change with me. Samantha said that she want to change with Benen but Benen don't want to change with her. So I sit with zu yan and sammie sit near with esther lo.
Then I don't know what happen about sammie and esther again. They quarrel again! I don't know they quarrel for what this time. But esther told me sam call ye qi to scold esther bitch or else but ye qi want to borrow something from esther. Then esther said if he wants to borrow from her then he can't scold her bitch again. Ye qi promised her then sam angry.
I don't know is it true but if it's true, sammie is really too......don't know how to say her. But sam angry til she wants to tell teacher I change the sit with esther!!! What is her doing???!!! She raise her hand but teacher didn't saw it, so she didn't tell, or else I hate her til can't be friend with her already. And she look at me with the fierce eyes!
I know she is angry but is it my false? Is it really my false? When finish lesson, she roar at me and said:" If you change the sit with esther again, I really cannot tahan already ahh!!!" And went home with chiu kheng!
I though she call me to change with her and she want to change with benen at the first? Now she said what? I don't care la, I sure angry her now, I really angry at her!!!
2009/11/18
A school day with 'no' besties
Today went to school very early like normal. Just discovered that my mathematics do wrong and do it again. When the first lesson is started, I really sad. Cause sam, chels and esther also didn't come to school! Luckily zu yan went to school, or else I really would hate him 4ever, cause if he didn't come to school, all my besties was lost.But he is a boy, also cannot 24hours stick with him one mahh, later other people think wrongly again.
I gave the curtain that sammie called me to help her give to teacher. I think teacher though I wash one, cause she said thank you to me when I pass it to her. The first and second lesson is free cause don't know what reason cikgu tor didn't come to our class.
Cause no best friend at all, I went to zu yan there. But the zhang yan is there again, everytime stick with zu yan and snatch zu yan from us one, sometime really hates him. But zu yan treat him better than us, we really jealous.
Went to zu yan there and chat with him, zhang yan and ying xin lo, cause really boring. But I felt some lucky cause esther didn't come to school. Not because why, just because if I go with her too close I scared later chels and sammie don't happy again. But I think esther also not happy cause I everytime go with them lahh. But I really don't know what to do.
Today also not bad la, got many lesson is blank. No teacher come in and I can go to zu yan there. During 'sheng huo ji neng jie', teacher got something to do so she didn't come in to our class again. Then I go to zu yan there lo of course. The boys want to play the game I don't know how to say. It's for seeing who is the stonger one. I play with xin wei the first and the second. Two time I also won xin wei. Then the zu yan say I got 'bao li qing xiang'!!!
I treat him so good then he everytime say I got 'bao li qing xiang' ahh, so bad rite? But if jun hui beat him he also nevermind and laugh happily with him, so...
The third time I play with ying xin, but ying xin really is too strong, so I lose. The forth time I play with zhang yan, we play it with left hand, we played don't know how minutes only zhang yan won it. He say I very strong, but I don't think so. Then benen want to play with me because zhang yan say I very strong. I don't want, but he still want, so I play with him after don't know how minutes lo. I play with him with my right hand this time, he still won, but we also play very long time. Then he say I very strong again, really fake la.
I'm not really trust about it, cause my mum always say my energy is too little. But they said I very strong, so fake rite? I mum know that, she sure laugh til die. So I don't tell her lo. Zu yan also say he want to play with me, but I don't want, because if I lose he sure laugh me one, so I don't want!
He not bad today, because he accompany with me when finish lesson. He help me to take my trophy, books and a plastic bag, so good rite?
Nothing to say, tomorrow we got to change class already, so I must finish my homework now and bye!
I gave the curtain that sammie called me to help her give to teacher. I think teacher though I wash one, cause she said thank you to me when I pass it to her. The first and second lesson is free cause don't know what reason cikgu tor didn't come to our class.
Cause no best friend at all, I went to zu yan there. But the zhang yan is there again, everytime stick with zu yan and snatch zu yan from us one, sometime really hates him. But zu yan treat him better than us, we really jealous.
Went to zu yan there and chat with him, zhang yan and ying xin lo, cause really boring. But I felt some lucky cause esther didn't come to school. Not because why, just because if I go with her too close I scared later chels and sammie don't happy again. But I think esther also not happy cause I everytime go with them lahh. But I really don't know what to do.
Today also not bad la, got many lesson is blank. No teacher come in and I can go to zu yan there. During 'sheng huo ji neng jie', teacher got something to do so she didn't come in to our class again. Then I go to zu yan there lo of course. The boys want to play the game I don't know how to say. It's for seeing who is the stonger one. I play with xin wei the first and the second. Two time I also won xin wei. Then the zu yan say I got 'bao li qing xiang'!!!
I treat him so good then he everytime say I got 'bao li qing xiang' ahh, so bad rite? But if jun hui beat him he also nevermind and laugh happily with him, so...
The third time I play with ying xin, but ying xin really is too strong, so I lose. The forth time I play with zhang yan, we play it with left hand, we played don't know how minutes only zhang yan won it. He say I very strong, but I don't think so. Then benen want to play with me because zhang yan say I very strong. I don't want, but he still want, so I play with him after don't know how minutes lo. I play with him with my right hand this time, he still won, but we also play very long time. Then he say I very strong again, really fake la.
I'm not really trust about it, cause my mum always say my energy is too little. But they said I very strong, so fake rite? I mum know that, she sure laugh til die. So I don't tell her lo. Zu yan also say he want to play with me, but I don't want, because if I lose he sure laugh me one, so I don't want!
He not bad today, because he accompany with me when finish lesson. He help me to take my trophy, books and a plastic bag, so good rite?
Nothing to say, tomorrow we got to change class already, so I must finish my homework now and bye!
2009/11/16
In sammie house~~
Oh my god la, my maid has went back to her country last Friday. And I must help my mum to done the menage! I must wash dishes everyday, throw rubbish everyday and throw the dirty shirt into another tong. It's really bad, I didn't even did any menage before this, cause since I'm 5 years old, every single day my house hundred percent got maid one.
This is the first time my maid balik kampung and come back after two weeks! If I can borrow other people's maid then it would be so damn good but not bad.
I'm in sam house now and no adult here except her maid, her maid is doing her menage but me and sam is playing computer and chatting with ye qi together with our own facebook account. Ye qi's msn has been hacked again, this is the second time I chat with him and his account has been hacked.
I just use sammie's msn and webcam with ye qi. We cheat him that I'm sammie's cousin, but he keep saying that I'm christy. He so accomfortable one ohh!I love sammi3's maid...she so good, cause she cook maggi mee for me and sammie, but it is so damn spicy!!!
I haven't my homework yet but the time is around 5o'clock!!! Later my mum fetch me to hell after I go home ahh!!! But I really love sammy house, it is so 'selesa'.
Don't want to write anymore, this time I really must finish my homework, or else I would like yesterday didn't finish my homework and faster do it at night. Sammie no need to done her homework because her father go to America, so nobody fetch her home. So since tomorrow I can't see my two best friend already!!! except estherr la, sammie please don't angry kay? Cause chelsea is not coming for two days and she won't go to school tomorrow also, cause she got high fever.
Sammie has read esther blog and she felt so damn angry cause esther scold her bitch or assamantha, she really lahh, why keep scolding her in her blog? Donn't know lahh, they always write each other bad things in their blog. I also not allowed to say
them.
Okayy, just bye!
This is the first time my maid balik kampung and come back after two weeks! If I can borrow other people's maid then it would be so damn good but not bad.
I'm in sam house now and no adult here except her maid, her maid is doing her menage but me and sam is playing computer and chatting with ye qi together with our own facebook account. Ye qi's msn has been hacked again, this is the second time I chat with him and his account has been hacked.
I just use sammie's msn and webcam with ye qi. We cheat him that I'm sammie's cousin, but he keep saying that I'm christy. He so accomfortable one ohh!I love sammi3's maid...she so good, cause she cook maggi mee for me and sammie, but it is so damn spicy!!!
I haven't my homework yet but the time is around 5o'clock!!! Later my mum fetch me to hell after I go home ahh!!! But I really love sammy house, it is so 'selesa'.
Don't want to write anymore, this time I really must finish my homework, or else I would like yesterday didn't finish my homework and faster do it at night. Sammie no need to done her homework because her father go to America, so nobody fetch her home. So since tomorrow I can't see my two best friend already!!! except estherr la, sammie please don't angry kay? Cause chelsea is not coming for two days and she won't go to school tomorrow also, cause she got high fever.
Sammie has read esther blog and she felt so damn angry cause esther scold her bitch or assamantha, she really lahh, why keep scolding her in her blog? Donn't know lahh, they always write each other bad things in their blog. I also not allowed to say
them.
Okayy, just bye!
2009/11/12
This is beautiful! Try not to cry.
This is beautiful!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'
The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university ..'
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' The nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else.' I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom. 'She went on,' My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else .. Always wanting to help others if he could. '
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.
She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :
'Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day .. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know .
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important .. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone .. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
( Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you' re down to nothing, God is up to something. '
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This is beautiful! Try not to cry.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'
The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university ..'
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' The nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else.' I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom. 'She went on,' My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else .. Always wanting to help others if he could. '
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.
She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :
'Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day .. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know .
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important .. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone .. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
( Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you' re down to nothing, God is up to something. '
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2009/11/08
80 anniversary
Yesterday is the 80 anniversary if school. I reach there at 4 o'clock, when I reached there, there was already many people reached, included sam and chels. There are both in the toilet when I reach. I took the make up pack to the toilet because I knew that they 100% make up in the toilet one. I called phoebe accompany with me because I don't want to go there alone.
Reach the toilet, they really are there. I tickle them immediately, then they scold me crazy! They didn't even happy cause I reach. They just keep chatting at there and leave me alone. Only phoebe talk with me. Sometime I really don't know who are my best friend. After they're finished make up, there leave me alone and went back to the hall. Only phoebe accompany with me again.
Nevermind, after I finish make up, I also went back to the hall with phoebe. I went to the place chels and sam sat. I say they leave me alone and go again, then they said they felt very hot in the toilet. But why sam want to wait for chels just now? If she really felt very hot inside. When sam is finish make up chels haven't finish hers. Then sam go and wait for her but didn't wait for me!
I felt angry but I don't want to quarrel, but I really jealous because they always stick together like super glue. Always leave me alone too. Every time cassie come and talk to me then they would leave me there with cassie and go to another place. When I cast off cassie and found them, I asked them why they leave me again then they would answer me because got cassie accompany with you mahh!!!
Then, we ate our dinner. We share two case of fried rice together. Chels and sam cannot eat prawn so they gave all the prawns to me, so good and happy. After eat, nothing to do, just sit on the floor and look at the sky, so boring. The sun irradiation at me.
Teacher scold us because most of them keeping make up and make up, make up until like shit, I mean some of them. Chels, sam and me called zu yan with my phone and on the speaker, but his sister said that he has went out to play football and he would back at 7 o'clock. So when there's 7 o'clock, we called zu yan. But when zu yan knew that's us, then he keep quiet and didn't even say hi to us, so damn bad.
OMG, we haven't show yet but my mum is already reach! She is too early for coming. So after my show finished, I went home immediately. Chels and sam would back for 11'o clock I think. 6 hours in The Club I just only took 4 pictures, it's so......
Reach the toilet, they really are there. I tickle them immediately, then they scold me crazy! They didn't even happy cause I reach. They just keep chatting at there and leave me alone. Only phoebe talk with me. Sometime I really don't know who are my best friend. After they're finished make up, there leave me alone and went back to the hall. Only phoebe accompany with me again.
Nevermind, after I finish make up, I also went back to the hall with phoebe. I went to the place chels and sam sat. I say they leave me alone and go again, then they said they felt very hot in the toilet. But why sam want to wait for chels just now? If she really felt very hot inside. When sam is finish make up chels haven't finish hers. Then sam go and wait for her but didn't wait for me!
I felt angry but I don't want to quarrel, but I really jealous because they always stick together like super glue. Always leave me alone too. Every time cassie come and talk to me then they would leave me there with cassie and go to another place. When I cast off cassie and found them, I asked them why they leave me again then they would answer me because got cassie accompany with you mahh!!!
Then, we ate our dinner. We share two case of fried rice together. Chels and sam cannot eat prawn so they gave all the prawns to me, so good and happy. After eat, nothing to do, just sit on the floor and look at the sky, so boring. The sun irradiation at me.
Teacher scold us because most of them keeping make up and make up, make up until like shit, I mean some of them. Chels, sam and me called zu yan with my phone and on the speaker, but his sister said that he has went out to play football and he would back at 7 o'clock. So when there's 7 o'clock, we called zu yan. But when zu yan knew that's us, then he keep quiet and didn't even say hi to us, so damn bad.
OMG, we haven't show yet but my mum is already reach! She is too early for coming. So after my show finished, I went home immediately. Chels and sam would back for 11'o clock I think. 6 hours in The Club I just only took 4 pictures, it's so......
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